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Parenting Your Inner Child.

Apr 12th, 2019

The Codes.

Mar 29th, 2019

Rewild.

Mar 28th, 2019

Subconscious Reprogramming 101

Mar 25th, 2019

Breathe The Wild.

Feb 10th, 2019

Every level up requires deeper excavation of the p

Every level up requires deeper excavation of the parts of you that are saying you are not enough. It doesn't matter how long you've been on your journey, the self-worth work never ends.
We are in a shadowy time, my friends.
The energies that are activating Earth into her New Earth templates are eating up anything in our fields that does not resonate with the frequency of unconditional love.
So if you've been feeling swampy in your shadow as you move through the intensity of this purge, something that's incredibly supportive is asking your own divine masculine within you to pick you up and carry you out of over-extended emotional states.
The King Codes has been flooding the planet strongly since Christmas time.
Allow the king to erect from the inner tyrant and lift you out of the collapsed feminine emotional state. Allow him to contain your energy and hold your center, like a sword in the stone.
Our work the past few years has so much been focused on healing the feminine, now it's time to allow the king to rise up and meet his queen.
Healing and unifying the relationship between the masculine and feminine energies is a key piece in what we work through in Cosmic Radiance, a 6 month private mentorship container to support the future lightworker in their own healing so that they feel ready & confident to launch their business.
Sacred Union is fundamental in feeling safe to relax into the creativity & flow of the feminine while receiving the support and providership of the masculine. This is how we approach our lives & businesses with aligned inspired action that honours our cyclical nature rather than hustle and burnout (& oftentimes, scattered energy). For more info check the link in my bio. Only 1 week left to receive $1000 off!

My human emotions are tender, raw and vulnerable.

My human emotions are tender, raw and vulnerable. Yesterday I wrote a goodbye letter to a loved one who's preparing to transition.
Processing that her children are unable to see her or hug her goodbye has me filled with anger and deep sadness.
I sat in front of my alter yesterday and wept. I couldn't do any of my daily practices, all I could do was go out to nature and sit by the medicine of a waterfall with my dog. I've been dancing with the fires of the underworld for a week now, bobbing in and out, coming up for air for a day or 2, and then an undertow pulling me back down to excavate further.
All of this happening in a time where I am returning to the Great Mother, realizing that I had projected much abandonment onto her for many lives. Collectively, we are all going through a time where we are coming back to our relationship with the unconditional love of the Cosmic Mother.
We are realizing where we have built barriers and illusions, distorting, and blocking us from receiving this love.
Our connection with the Great Mother had been severed from thousands of years that the patriarchy disconnected us from her, and we had felt abandoned by the maternal intelligence that we felt so viscerally when we were in our own mother's wombs.
We went from the velvety magical lucid mystery in the safety and nurturing of the dark womb, to a traumatic arrival into this world in which the source of our nourishment was cut off in a sterile fluorescent room with strangers wearing masks and white coats, and we had to gasp for breath before our little lungs were ready.
The first trauma we experienced happened within seconds of our arrival into the world.
At that moment, we felt abandoned by the Great Mother. The cosmic womb, that held us and nurtured us until our souls chose a body to seed into. The Great Maternal intelligence that sung her lullaby's to us during incubation in our human mother.
We continued on into our lives, with this illusion of abandonment continuing to block us from receiving love at our full capacity.
We threw this abandonment blanket onto everything and everyone.
Wars stemmed from this starvation of love.

We denied ourselves ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Ladies, Gift yourself the medicine of completely

Ladies,
Gift yourself the medicine of completely unplugging and going within while you're on your monthly moon.

I am emerging from the depths of my womb cave, almost a week where I spent in the underworld, in the darkness of the new moon, and the mysterious magick of my period.
I didn't write, I didn't create, I didn't scroll on social media.
I had salt baths.
I read.
I received a quantum healing.
I meditated.
I shamanic journeyed.
I spent time with the goddess.
I laid with my belly on the bare Earth, feeling my physical symptoms comforted by Gaia below.
I spent time in a goddess circle.

I RECEIVED.
RECEIVING is the divine feminine true nature, which we have been massively disconnected from.
I received love and support from myself.
I received love and support from the Great Mother.
I received love and support from my sisters.
I received love and support from my husband. & mostly, I received massive paradigm-shifting downloads that so easily come through when we SLOW DOWN and be within our open feminine state during such a magickal and potent time.
I released so much energetically, much like an excavation, to make way for the next creation I am to bring into the world.
I received greatly during this time, and it showed me where I was to bring tenderness and awareness to certain aspects of myself.
I am emerging from my womb cave a rebirthed version of myself.
Our society isn't exactly structured to support the cyclical nature of women, but even if you can take the 1st day or 2 to be extra present with yourself during your monthly moon and be in a place of RECEIVING rather than the place of giving-giving-giving we tend to so easily get caught up in, your relationship with yourself will transform in the most beautiful, wild and pleasurable ways.
PS I still have a couple spots left for the Cosmic Radiance mentorship, in which taking a week off from sessions during your period to integrate is a vital piece of this 6-month container to support you in coming into a deeper relationship with your womb wisdom.

In Pillar 2: ACTIVATE of Cosmic Radiance, we move deep into our relationship with the masculine and feminine, within and without, ⬇️

Today, I chose to sleep in until 10 am. (Legit eve

Today, I chose to sleep in until 10 am. (Legit every day since quarantine. I've returned to my natural roots of being a creature of the night. Hello Scorpio 😍) I took my time making my green juice to support my liver.
I spilled chia seeds all over my kitchen floor so I took my time to clean up and then took time to care for a few other things in my space.
I took my time on my yoga mat.

I took my time in front of my altar.
I took my time in meditation.
I took my time walking my dog to the dog park, inhaling the gorgeous greens and soaking in mama nature.

I allowed myself to be filled up, in a place of pleasure, joy and softness, before I got to a place of feeling like working.
I'm creating content and starting my "work" day at 4:00 pm. I'll be starting to cook my husband dinner in the next hour, and I'll finish up content creation before I receive a healing tonight at 8:00.
I allowed myself to be filled, before I give, because I know, that in the reality that I have subscribed to, this is how I am the most successful.
This flow is what works for me, that brings me the most joy and the most creativity.
It's taken me years of deprogramming the shadow masculine (and HEY, STILL doing the work) of pushing, over-giving, driving on forward, and honestly, slave-driving myself in order for me to get into the place of softening into the juiciness & nourishment of the divine feminine nectar and powerful magnetism.
This isn't just feminine energy work, this is also activating the DIVINE masculine within in order to feel safe, supported and HELD in being in my feminine flow. Otherwise, that inner tyrant would be guilting me for sleeping in and starting my day so late. ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️(cont’d)

You maybe got so excited about the opportunity to

You maybe got so excited about the opportunity to PLAY, EXPAND, and really prepare yourself to get your sacred work out into the world with this downtime in quarantine... but instead, you ended up in major ego deaths, ascension symptoms, resistance, self-doubt, and procrastination.
Nearing the end of the quarantine, you may be experiencing some energy around "missing out" and you're sifting through all of the shoulda's, woulda's, & coulda's.
First off sista, I want to reassure you that you've been going through MAJOR energetic recalibration.
Even if you're not fully conscious of what's been going on within your energy field, your higher self has been BUSY in other realms and doing energetic surgery on your field alongside your Arcturian healing council.
So yeah, there's been a lot of days where you just can't seem to get enough sleep, and all that you seemed to get done was vegging and Netflixing.
It's all good babe. You're still right on time.
Alignment with your highest trajectory timeline always starts with the energetics: recoding your energy field to be the vessel that can CREATE your desired reality.
This means diving into the depths of your inner garden to pull out the root causes of self-doubt, resistance, unworthiness, and feeling unsupported.
By alchemizing these dense energies your body can hold more light, which means you can embody your higher self at a whole new level, and from there you're able to take inspired action to launch your lightwork out into the world, however that may look like for you.
It's for this reason that the Cosmic Radiance was birthed through me: to support future lightworkers in their pregame energetic recalibration so that they feel confident in their power, aligned to their purpose, and magnetic as F to bring their magic into the world.
If you have been feeling the call that one day you'd like to build a spiritual business but feel like you've got much of your own inner healing to do first, check the link in my bio.
This is an epic, activating, soulful and beautiful experience to be a part of.

I SOFTEN. I SURRENDER. I RECEIVE. Think about a

I SOFTEN.

I SURRENDER.

I RECEIVE.
Think about a tree. A tree naturally absorbs everything she needs from the Earth through her roots and the gases she needs from the atmosphere around her. She doesn't have to think about it, she doesn't have to do anything, she just lets all of that support and nourishment in.
This is our natural state as we are connected to the same infinite supply of abundance as the trees. We just have been deeply conditioned to forget that it gets to be THAT easy, especially as a woman we are programmed to continue to give give give no matter how empty our cup is.
Beloved, you are so divinely taken care of.
It is safe for you to receive, to allow yourself to be cradled by the Great Mother Gaia and showered upon by the cosmic love of the Cosmic Sky Daddy.
You are a child of Gaia.
You are a child of the Universe.
The nourishment from the Mother & the providership from the Father meets in the chamber of the heart in sacred union, where heaven meets earth.
This abundance is always available to you. You just have to let it in.
Breathe.
Notice where you are holding tension in your body and soften.
Breathe deeper.
Allow source love through the pores of your skin to fill your cells with light.
Surrender. Let go.
Empty.
Allow yourself to be supported.

Allow yourself to receive.
PS : Opening yourself up to receiving, surrendering into the divine feminine, and allowing your divine masculine energy to hold you is part of pillar 2 ACTIVATE of the Cosmic Radiance experience, a 6 month mentorship to prepare and recalibrate your energy field to launch your sacred work out into the world. I am currently taking applications for this beautifully coded cosmic container! Check the link in my bio.

Join me on the Sacred Sisterhood Podcast for this

Join me on the Sacred Sisterhood Podcast for this juicy and raw conversation with Amanda JP Brown in which she explores the topic of being your own hero through radical self-forgiveness, releasing shame, and amplifying self-worth, self-love, & self-acceptance.
Former trauma therapist, Amanda JP Brown went from high school drop-out and drug user who struggled with shame, self-confidence, and loving herself to a college graduate, earning two master's degrees. Her journey led her to write, You're Brave Enough: 8 Daily Practices to Be Your Own HERO. Today, she guides women through their shame so they can stand confidently in their power.

Order her book and explore more of Amanda JP Brown by heading over to amandajpbrown.com
Listen to this week's episode of the Sacred Sisterhood Podcast on all podcast platforms or listen to it directly using the link in my bio! @amandajpbrown

A year ago while I was forest bathing, I received

A year ago while I was forest bathing, I received a full download from the goddess about a creation that I was to birth to the world.
It would be an intimate container coded with healings, activations, and paradigm disruptions to recode, recalibrate, and prepare women to bring their sacred work out into the world.
I said to Spirit, "are you sure this is for me? I don't feel ready to bring this out into the world. I still have much to learn myself." She laughed and said, "beloved, trust in me. Surrender. You will be provided with everything that you need as you go." For the following several months, I was taken through the container myself in my own personal healing and ascension journey.
Whenever I felt stuck or needed clarity, I referred back to the outline that I had channeled and realized that I was being activated in a certain week of pillar 1 (the purge), pillar 2 (activate) or pillar 3 (expand). Pillar 2 in which we dive deep into shedding the damsel in distress and the inner tyrant to rise into an inner marriage of sacred queen and king energies perfectly aligned with my wedding to my Irishman. I very much felt our wedding was not only a sacred union but also a celebration of my arrival of taking my queen throne as I had been activated in my own Cosmic Radiance.
From there I started bringing women into the Cosmic Radiance container, intuitively weaving the 3 pillared concepts through their healing experience. The more women I brought through the 6-month activation, the more I realized just how powerful and cosmic this gift to the planet is.

I held and witnessed women being activated in their purpose.
I held and witnessed women overcoming their witch wound to write books.
I held and witnessed women shifting from self-doubt to full-blown priestess mode.
The more souls that were activated in this container aligning them with their purpose, the more gratitude I felt that this New Earth template chose me to be the vessel to bring it to the world.
A year later, after reflecting on just how massive waves this container has made around the planet, I remastered and fine-tuned the messaging now that I have even more clarity around the ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇

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